So, I was talking to some of my friends this week and all of them asked if I wanted to get an apartment with them. While the idea sounds great, I’m not too sure about it. I wouldn’t mind leaving the house, as I am 19 and will be 20 in a few more months, I think its time to leave the nest. I’m just afraid of going on my own though

I’m listing the pros and cons of taking that step and there sure are a lot. One of the cons would be leaving my mother alone. She’s on disability since she had a stroke back in 99-2000, and I don’t want her to be by herself since we have no other close family down here. The pros would be of me finally getting out on my own (although with friends) and not having my mother on my back 24/7, even though that’s not really a big deal.

I just don’t know what to do…

Hmm, this post seems really random, but I really have nothing more to blog about. Hopefully next time my post can be a little more meaningful and enjoyable. *sigh*

Today my family and I are going to be putting up our Christmas decorations! I’m so excited, but also scared because I need to go on the roof all by my lonesome. I think I’ll call one of my guy friends and see if they want to help…hahaha. Since i think 2005, we’ve had this really nice fake white tree, but then last year my stupid father threw it out thinking it belonged to my sister. (she had moved and left EVERYTHING of hers, so we threw it out) I was so mad when I found out, I still think he needs to buy us a new because that was not cheap, but if anything, I saw some nice ones at the dollar store…

Ah, I can’t wait for Christmas to come, I’ll be spending it with my two favorite aunts in the world in Tallahassee. YAY! Hmmm…I wonder what I should get everyone?

So what are you getting people this Christmas? Have any Christmas blunders happen in your family? Tell me about it! =)

EDIT//….hahaha I just noticed that I had spelled decorations as directions…lmao. No one told me anything, but of course you guys knew what I meant. I need start proofreading everything I write…lol. =)

I’m thinking of so many things right now, my head is spinning. I’m thinking of the pros and cons, the ups and downs, and if I did this, how much would it cost me? Life is just too crazy for its own good.

I want to go to Full Sail, but don’t have the money for it.

I like this boy, but don’t want to ruin a friendship for him.

I want to move, but will miss the hot weather.

I want to start my own company, but don’t know where to begin.

I want so many things in life, that I’m just confused and stuck on how to get them and/or accomplish them. Life is just too crazy!