I really want to comment on what you said in your last paragraph, about living life the way you want. From someone who is about to turn 25 in a week, PLEASE don’t make the same mistakes I did. I was so conflicted to do what I thought everyone else wanted me to do, that I didn’t make decision that would make me happy. I didn’t live my life, I let others live it for me.

You seem to have the outlook that will move you forward positively, though. Good luck!

If anything, I’m always here to listen to your problems. I usually don’t have great advice or anything to give, but I can always lend an ear.

That’s a lot of crap you had to go through, but that is true about, when you are down, things can only get better. *hugs*
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I totally know what you mean about people feeling like you owe them. There’s actually a term for that in the Filipino culture because when you’re indebted for something, you’re indebted to them for life. It’s supposed to be a good thing in the Filipino culture because it creates a bond between people but I’ve always thought that it was a shitty deal because some people abuse your indebtedness to them.

I loved this post because it’s where I feel that I’m at right now… Realizing things about myself and realizing that stuff happen and that you just have to learn to grieve a little then move on… It’s called life

I do hope things have looked up from you since you posted this!